Hip shaker, dream maker Heart breaker, earthquaker I could be anything that you want me to Coin spender, mind bender Jet setter, go getter Changing my getup for anything you choose
I don't mind trying on someone else I won't mind seeing just how it felt I might like changing my disguise To make you happy
Here's my formal invitation You and me go masquerading Lose ourselves in this charading Is this love we're imitating?
Do we want what we got If not I say so what Here's my formal invitation La, la, la, la, you can be my
School teacher, mind reader Dream weaver, just be the one I can count on to play it out with me Hot waiter, cool skater Trailblazer, pulse raiser Naughty or nice whatever you want to be
You wanna try on someone else You might like seeing how it felt Do you mind changing your disguise? If it makes me happy
Here's my formal invitation You and me go masquerading Lose ourselves in this charading Is this love we're imitating?
Do we want what we got? If not I say so what Here's my formal invitation Let's go, let's go masquerading
We'll make it fun When it's over and done I still want you to see the real me No more disguises Let true love decide if we should be together
Here's my formal invitation You and me go masquerading Lose ourselves in this charading Is this love we're imitating?
Do we want what we got? If not I say so what Here's my formal invitation Let's go, let's go masquerading
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
hi guys,.duh.. hohoho. as if this blog is a ghost town! lol so now i'm a 3 month old cghmc staff nurse, time really is fast..actually i'm now on duty,graveyard shift wit very benign pt cases that's why i still get to blog. :) i can't really imagine how strong jinkurl is not until now,lol because i always made it at the end of the day baby! i cried, i worried i died but is still here..the area i got into is very action packd that's the best way to describe it..i hope that i can still carry on with of course GOD's guidance and blessings..hoping that GOD will always be there for me forever and ever and ever
in 11 days time, i'll be a cghcn staff nurse. whoah that came so fast. so right now i'm very enthusiastic to learn. i want to learn and be an efficient best nurse that i could be, right now i'm really not sure if i really like this kind of life but i'll promise that i will be doing my best and God will surely do the rest..hep hep hoooray!!!Help me God everyday.
i just put the gumiho yt vid because i'm so hooked there rn.lol
the feeling is so alien, once upon a time you are the kuchikuchi baby shush, now you are just a justjust..LOL whatever!! i remember the "living in the moment " phrase, truly, it is soo much fun enjoying the present rather than reliving it in your daydreams..we should all live in the moment!..okei?..we may be in short of another chances so grab grab grab, strike while the iron is hot like that kind of aggressive.lol so next time, i won't be letting any chance to slip away i'll grip it hard and tough!..rawwwwwr!!! i'm just, the feeling is weird the boy's displaying her present kuchikuchi baby shush like i care..hohoho
i remember blogging last week and wut?? it's not posted here..hell to the no way!!! btw, hey guys, yes yes yes i'm already leaving the not so good not so safe not so errrr hospital..yaya! that's right..cgh called already and i was like in a happy happy joy joy phase from then on. my medical exam were all done and good, but kinda hesitant with my 0.7 point hematocrit deficit.gosh haha! and and i wasn't able to get on duty today because of the early call tomorrow for my physical exam.Then after that, the schedule for my duty start would be arranged na!! i'm, so happy for the new new new world coming, new environment new friends new atmosphere..no more ghost stories this time please and worse, crazy yelling doctors.i'm wishing for all the universe to conspire and pour me with lots of GV GV GV GV GV!..thank you God for hearing me out, you never fail to help and bless me.I owe it all to you, i started thinking now if God also reads my blog..hahaha!.. I'm so excited, the rush is soo huge i'm starting to second think if i can handle, LOL. haaaay
well what did i do to deserve all these shit.i'm mad.real mad..i really want to go back in time and change the things,choose things! I'm starting to have this' i can't stand this anymore' feeling.what am i going to do. I think i'm in a hellbound place..i don't wanna be here.God, please take me out of here..we are all driven by fear and doubt..i don't want to stay here any longer but.i'm sad to say that .i need to stay.Lord give me the strength to hold on because i'm already slipping..
np:crazy little thing called love ost haay..it feels so good to find movies which will really touch ur heart.omg. i really can't move on wit nam and shone's love story.it's same old teeny love, d gurl always fall first but then the scenes were funny and very relateable.i found myself doing dat same antics wen in hs.hehe..oh i miss highschool, i miss d time wen all i have to do is to study and to kiligg every breaktime. :)
i'm not afraid of u, i'm afraid of losing you.bella to edward. i really love dis bella lines though dat sappy and cheesy.I am afraid now, afraid of d future not so much connected wid my twilight intro but still they are both gving me this kind of goosebumps in a different way. i really believd dat i'm always at the perfect world wid d perfect people. But life just slaps u n d face wid ugly circumstances u don't even want to imagine. i really have a fragile emotion like when scold or yelled at may cause me to fall apart..i hate d word regret and i hate to be judged in a wrong way. i dunno what i'm talking about but then i can say dat i've just released some portions of my heartbreak..T_T
NKAka2wA pinunch q n nman ang npkalumang pasword q! haha! hi blogdrive!nkk2wa kxe i can blog using a fon.i miss things haay!ndi aq mgkkheart problem kxe fil na fil qng mgupdate ng twitter at blog..hehe.
Today is so gloomy.It makes you think emo and look emo!..now i look emo!..I'm all alone at home which is by the way as always since my lolo and lola flew back to ormoc.I remember talking once to a friend in college, we shared the feeling of thinking weird stuffs when alone or when attacked by insomnia at night. Then i realized that maybe just maybe all of us reflect the things we have done planned or decided in times we stop doing something and just think!. But with the exception of people like me who does not do anything in her life inshort just bum around, i could really spend my day thinking for hours.i'm thinking of what ifs, regrets most of the time but i don't forget to have happy thoughts which really helped alot. I think i've made bad decisions and now it's firing me.i'm always waiting for that day that will change everything right now. nanay told me that i was like floating, she's sensing my desire sympathetically and i thanked her for that. I think what i lack is drive and doing the actions. I once have this opportunity slipped because of a promise which never came. i was so heartbroken and immediately checked my fallbacks when i discovered i have none. So after doing things to ease myself to have atleast the hope of having a fallback, i was left again waiting for a promise which is I am not sure if would be made. and now i have reflected that within my 21 years of existence what i mostly did is to wait and wait and wait!..so right now i'm still waiting again for "THE DAY" i have been waiting for soooo long. They say patience is a virtue but when will i have the patience to preserve this virtue?!..i don't know..
